New Year, New Life, New Chapter | 何妨瓷花拼凑明天
Happy New Year 2009!!! Like any other years, my new year came just as quietly this year. So many things had happened… Maybe I should give 2008 a closure in this entry. I tried many new things this year, things that were originally not in my plan or never even thought about it before. Learnt more about myself and those around me, came to a conclusion that as time passes, the way we think and feel will be influence by the society and those closest to us. The million of things that might happen in the next moment is something which we as mere human beings cannot predict, much less to be prepared for.
One important thing which strikes me towards the end of last year: As people grow older, memories will fade, people that used to play an important role in your life will also be forgotten as time passes, but will the feelings remain? The feelings that you know there was once something happened, that made you so sad, or happy, or even any other feelings you once had remain as you grow old? Interesting thought… I guess the meaning of forever lies in our heart but doesn’t register in our brain as brain cells don’t last forever… Haix…
有时候总觉得自己似乎对不起一些朋友，例如，难得和甲朋友聚一聚，却无意间叫他乙朋友的名字（还叫得非常大声，非常清楚），真是十分尴尬。好在甲没发现此错误，甚至没注意我正在叫他，否则我真下不了台啊！不知道该兴奋好，还是气自己比较恰当？真是搞不懂啊！下不为例…
最近想了一想，我为何老实拿别的人来当代替品呢？我觉得这样对他们都不公平。你是你，他是他，为何会成为我的朋友，个个的原因大概都不一样。所以，既然大家是独一无二，我便不因该这样的把事情处理。我在想，到底是我太刁钻，甚至钻牛角尖，还是这一切都是我做人的原则？有一天，该去问一问别人怎么想。。。
不同的人要以不同的方法去和他们相识，但是如果一人有两种个性那该怎么办呢？人格分裂是因事物而应起的，那又该如何是好，能否化解此结呢？那又否是个死结呢？更糟糕的是话不投机，志不同，道不合，该如何称兄道弟呢？缘分阻止了我们早日相遇和相识，却给了我这道难题，真不知所措。其二，为何该问的时候不问，时机不对的时候才来要各解释，而我推三阻四，说好以后才讲，却把事情忘了一干二净，到最后什么事都没说明白，导致距离越扯越远。。。
That sums up 2008, should write something about 2009 now. The year ahead, there are many major things that I should be preparing for, be it for my ORD, or my entry to university. Quite put off with the amount of work and stuff to prepare for the events in this year. Really hope that all will go well for this year… Same goes to all my family and friends. Best wishes to ya all…
愿意合上眼才能美梦无边
别让悔熏乌了从前
也许碎片才能让回忆展颜
何妨瓷花拼凑明天
谁带我寻获幸福的模
却自己谜中困锁
谁为我留下缱绻的天涯
信物是抹晚霞
思念如燕它飞舞舌尖
若是真爱配尝几分苦甜
意念婆娑时间里推磨
追随到何处才结果
燕如针线在青空缝编
几幅女红将以泪缀点
誓言斑驳情雾只是经过
风雨中且让我盈步婀娜